People say that only you control how you feel and that nobody else can. But when the person controlling you takes up 80% of your heart, that 20% that belongs to you literally feels nonexistent. This is why I hate love. It makes you vulnerable to all sorts of emotions, feelings, damage, and negativity.
I think one of the saddest things is when two people really get to know each other: their secrets, their fears, their favourite things, what they love, what they hate, literally everything, and then they go back to being strangers. It’s like you have to walk past them and pretend like you never knew them, never even talked to them before, when really, you know everything about them.
Have you ever fall in actual love, the love where you get sick from not seeing them? Have you ever fallen in love where even if there are a million reasons to leave you look for the reason to stay? Have you ever had your life so dependent on a person you literally do not know where you would be without them? Because I sure know these feelings.